Lies

They said when you fall sleep you will forget all the pain in this world..
Even the slightest..

But when i sleep i feel the pain even precisely..
I even get dreams..
Bad dreams i must say..
I didnt know what to do..
I dont know what to do..

Should i seek for help?
No one could help me..
Even i cant help myself..

I still couldnt stop shaking..
I always thought it was the meds that i consumed..
But even when i didnt take them..
I still trembles alot..
Especially when im upset..
I can feel every veins in my body pulsing so wildly..
I assume they are trying to seek for help..

And those whispers in my head does not help at all..