Replay

I locked myself in a bathroom again tonight..

And cried my heart out..

I thought i would feel better afterwords but it made me feel worse..

Failed attempts..

I tried to shove my fingers in my throat to make me feel better but i just couldnt..

I felt unbelievely hurt..

I may endure the pain of being lied all this time but i cant do this anymore..

I dont wanna feel pain anymore..

I hate this..

I couldnt breathe...

Just let me numb the pain..

You may visit me there..

If you want to...

Will you be satisfied of your goodbyes?